Struggles of unnatural student

I can't believe how busy i've been in the last few weeks. The end of term always comes with a big crunch. I've already got two of my final marks back, even though i'm writing my final exam tomorrow. Let's say one mark i'm fine with, the other is less than stellar. Talk about killing my dream of going into the Education program. But, I kinda expected this. I've never been a natural student. I struggle constantly with writing essays. I really have no skills for writing essays. They're erratic at best, and of course I had to choose English as my major where i'm required to write at least two essays per class. Since i'm pretty sure I won't be getting into Education this year, i'm going to take the full 4 years of my BA of English (instead of the combined degree of 3 year BA). At least that way I can take less English courses and more of the stuff I find easy (like History). At least I now know what prof to stay away from (I wish I could pound him with the angry fist of a god for giving me such a low mark). He's a real GPA buster. But what can you do, life is full of obstacles, and one more hurdle as been thrown in my way. Good thing I was in track and field as a kid. Adios.